Daily hustle with an ex lover? A close friend of mine once had a ravishing and extravagant love affair in her workplace with a person working in the same team as hers. What seemed like a forever heart throbbing love affair ended up like a carry-on to our surprise. Just to make things clear, my…Read More
Memories Memories are powerful feature of our brain. The more vivid, the better connection with our inner voice. When I suffered from a major emotional outburst on the busy streets of Delhi today I did not realize that I did not need an actual physical person with me to hold my hand and comfort me…Read More
Recipe of Happiness! http://www.infinitheism.com/blog/?p=255 This is my favorite topic in the world to discuss upon. I can talk on this for hours at a stretch and I think this is the ONLY subject on which I have delve the most in my life till date. What makes people happy? Why some always find a balance…Read More
you are near yet far! Blanket *Poem by an unknown writer.Read More
I can not hate! Some people fall in love and go overboard with their feelings for the person they love and yet there are also people who go crazy mad with hate towards same people they used to once love. It happens with everyone, I think. In my opinion, hate can not coexist with love…Read More
Time Flies! There is a very nice quote from Steve Jobs which says that “Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice.”…Read More
Life Is Beautiful! The day today was quiet eventful. I got done with a lot of emotional stress management stuff today which included some shopping, some pending overbearing phone calls and sharing of some important distressing emotions with someone. I had been putting these off for so long and it feels so relaxing to having…Read More
I have become quiet! Today I was given a humble feedback by someone I meet almost everyday and the feedback was that I have become aloof and quiet. If I think about it then maybe yes. My outer worlds has become a lot more quieter and my inner world is actually pretty pumped up. Its…Read More
A sad day I almost thought of not writing today as seriously I am not getting any inspiration from within. Something terrible has happened today. I don’t think that indulging in the nitty gritty of the issue is the best way to handle it so instead I want to say here that when time throws…Read More
I am all dressed today with blow-dried hair, red lipstick, kohl, tights with nice black and white sweater. standing in my fancy boots. I am looking pretty awesome, I know and I also know that behind kohl eyes are deep emotions of despair. You can’t see me today and why do I care looking good when I actually feel empty inside.
Waiting at my usual metro station I kept staring at the tracks in front of me and it hits me. I can’t do this anymore. Per chi? For whom? I don’t realize the space around me and I start to sob like I just got off from phone with a news of someone dearly being passed away. I drop down to my knees with eyes n nose full of teary water and an open mouth with painful sob sounds. No one comes to save me from this embarrassment and I cry more. I cover my face with my palms and pray to God to take my life as I have done enough damage in one life to my own self. Let me start again.please. Give me one more chance.
Loud metro siren comes buzzing and breaks my chain of thoughts. Here I was standing tall with sad eyes which were dreaming of sobbing just a nano second ago. I take a deep breath and ask my broken spirit to get her ass off from floor and pretend for one more day. Let’s bring a show together my friend…just once more.
She doesn’t listen but I have to get on the metro so I walk towards the metro and like the loser she is, she runs and comes to metro behind me.