Cooking Happiness In 2021 – Day 24

Move on

This morning woke up with a long email from Mr Hanson and that put a long of things in perspective. Yes I often get too engrossed in what is not going right and forget how far I have come. The truth – I spent last 4 days scrubbing the floor. I saw very little light at end of the tunnel and al that emotional baggage was dropped on Mr Hanson. I really thought that this is the hardest time so far.

The email was 100% shudh honest and it helped me see things from afar. Its good to remember how far I have come and more importantly, how far we have come together. I am really glad that I have someone to show me the mirror from time to time and what is better when this realization comes bundled in eternal love and pure acceptance.

To pull me out of the shell, Mr Hanson had a process. First I was shown a video as a subtle hint to make me see my own self. To see how struggle can also be the reason to have a complete different arena of life. The video was of Mike Posner of song ‘Move On’. I cried watching it and since last night, I have heard this song more than 15 times already. Its echoing in my head –

If I want to move on
Move on
Move on
Move on
If I want to move on
Move on
Move on
Move on
If I want to move on…

Small lesson from the morning email was – “I know the best thing is to just embrace what you are going through and let your emotions flow through you…..that’s the only way this will pass.”

So a lesson at almost this month end – Embrace the pain, accept the downfall, keep eyes at personal movements & remember just how far we have come.

The positives –

  1. My Mr. Hanson
  2. Mike Posner song – Move On & the story behind it
  3. My little girl who is here to stay. She sure brought change in speed with her chatter box mouth
  4. The love of my parents
  5. My sweetheart friends who somehow send me texts at the absolute right moment