Same yet changed!

        Woke up at midnight and felt all changed. Walked over to the kitchen table and it looks same but has changed. Peeped into kids room and saw their calm sleepy smiles but felt like its not the same. Sat beside him in bed and spotted his midnight sleep gab. He is…

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Cold Night!

Entered the room, head covered with the warmest plain brown cashmere shawl. It had rained the whole day and winter rains have never been her favorite. Unwrapped herself bit by bit, first the shawl then the long coat and the boots and slowly as the warm coating is wearing off so as the comfort and…

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Unsaid

There are thousand stories left unsaid. It all lies cold in my heart. Thousand more which I can say out loud. But can someone really get their part? Morning tries to wake up the inner desires and along I go but the beast is awakened with the passing hours. Thousand days and nights have gone…

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How dare I write Fiction – a sort of prologue

Let me begin by asking you a simple question, How do you like to spend your valuable time? If it is reading then here is a tiny treat for you my friend. If you are like me who enjoys writing then welcome to my Fiction-Away-Time. If I think about a relationship between me and my…

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Loser dairies

I am all dressed today with blow-dried hair, red lipstick, kohl, tights with nice black and white sweater, standing in my fancy boots. I am looking pretty awesome and I also know that behind kohl eyes are deep emotions of despair. You can’t see me today and why do I care looking good when I actually feel empty inside.

Waiting at my usual subway station, I kept staring at the tracks in front of me and it hit me. I can’t do this anymore.

Per chi?

For whom?

I didn’t realize the space around me and I started to sob. Near-by people must have thought that I just got off from phone with a news of someone dearly being passed away. I drop down to my knees with eyes n nose full of teary water and an open mouth with painful sob sounds. No one came to save me from this embarrassment and I cried more. I covered my face with my palms and prayed to God to take my life as I have done enough damage in one life to my own self. Let me start again. Please. Give me one more chance.

Loud subway siren broke my chain of thoughts. Here I was standing tall with sad eyes which were dreaming of sobbing just a nano second ago. I took a deep breath and asked my broken spirit to get her ass off that filthy floor and pretend for one more day. Let’s bring a show together my friend…just once more.

She doesn’t listen but I have to get on the train so I walked towards that door and like the loser she is, she ran and came behind me.

Take your chance

I have been walking aimlessly for almost 2 hours now on one of the busiest streets of Secunderabad city where no body seems to have even a single minute to look at this girl who is walking desperately and who looks in pain. Why have people become so selfish these days, I think to myself.…

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My First Love

I am yet again lost in my history class. I am sitting at my favorite window seat and looking outside classroom from where I can see the entrance of our school. I hate history but mostly I hate this female teacher who is teaching the most boring subject in an amazingly boring way. Gosh when…

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